HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!
July 4th, 2008 / 1 Comment » / by admin
Have fun. Don’t get too fucked up. Illegal fireworks, fines, bud, alcohol, beer, family, friends, parties, underage drinking. Oh yea~!
I’m sick. Got my computer working in my room!
July 2nd, 2008 / 1 Comment » / by admin
I went to Bakersfield last Friday morning and came home Monday morning. Due to the crazy weather change my ass got sick!!! I have the cold and I’ve been sneezing like crazy for the past few days. On top of that, I’m going crazy. Now that the boyfriend isn’t living with me, I swear I know I shouldn’t be taking it so hard but my days are so dull and they just don’t feel right. You know what I mean? I read to distract myself and just try to accept it but it’s hard since I’ve lived with him for nearly a year. Now he’s just gone?
Oh yea, my dad finally fixed my computer. The shitty part of it is that the RAM memory isn’t great at all. It lags to open up different windows, click on the start screen, and just wait for a page to LOAD.
OMG I FOUND MY FTP SERVER!!! Arite wait for a new theme momentarily. Trust, it won’t be omg wow but it won’t be dull like this one. I’m back my dears <333333
I know it HAS been awhile.
June 24th, 2008 / 1 Comment » / by admin
Been going through a lot of bs. Boyfriend got kicked out because he lost his job and was given 2 weeks to get his birth certificate and ss card that way he would get a real job. You know, get paid LEGALLY. It just so happeneds, when he got his papers, he still wasn’t given a chance. My sister fucked it up and we had an argument. How you gunna tell someone - “I know you want him to stay here so bad but he aint doing shit and you just have to deal with it”. He and I have been living together for almost a year, and just recently..last monday, he up and had to leave to Bakersfield. We’re still together. I shouldn’t let it bring me down but…the fact that he and I have been LIVING TOGETHER and all of a sudden NOT LIVING TOGETHER is a tough ass situation. I notice how different I am. I mean shit, I don’t purposely do it….I zone out..try to make things right.
Before he got on the bus he said, ‘I’ll come back for you and we’re gunna live our life the way we should have a long time ago…we’re gunna get a place babe. I’m sorry this had to happen.’ It has been beyond hard to get a hold of him. He’s got his phone, but I don’t know why the hell he gotta say he’s working on making something of him self and for us…but what’s missing is his other part as a boyfriend to be there to talk to on the phone while were away from each other. It’s the closest communication as it gets. Too complicated to explain. He just rushes to get off of the phone right away and I’m like wtf are you doing that’s keeping you so busy. I know it aint an all day job hunt. I know that fool. He chills way toooo much. I do believe that he has been searching for a job though. But it’s like, the down times/when he’s free aren’t so much of me included..I’ve brought it up and I don’t. Rough times right now. Some shit.
Tough shit. Shit happeneds and apparently this time, it’s one of the worst yet because it’s a game with my feelings involved.
Can you tell me what this is?
May 21st, 2008 / 3 Comments » / by admin
I have a horrible insecurity of being a jealous bitch and my boyfriend tells me I’m stupid with my conspiracy theories. I become this evil bitch when I catch him looking at a girl or saying, ’she’s hot, i’d hit that’. I know I’m in the wrong to get really offensive but isn’t he also? That’s disrespecting me. No to mention I have low self-esteem. I’m self-conscious.
His mom picked him up on Monday to go back to So Cal to visit family and attend his grandpa’s funeral. I was happy that he was able to go. I couldn’t make it since 1 there was no room and 2, I had work anyway. But yea, he doesn’t call me until tuesday at 6pm. I’m like fuck dude, what’s a minute from 24 hours to call me and tell me wsup and ask how I’m doing at home? On top of that the argument about the whole jealousy issue ended with an understanding. Changes don’t always happen the next day but he said, “if you don’t change, I don’t think we can make it work because you trip about the most stupidest and littlest things.” True that. Yes. He said I turned out to be someone he wouldn’t want to be with..aint that scary to hear?
I’ve been depressed lately about that even though we have an understanding about that. It’s just bothering me. And since he’s away and all it’s kinda like AHHHh!!
I just got off of the phone with him earlier. His phone has been dead since 7pm yesterday and I thought it was because he was mad at me for hanging up on him when he said he had to go when I was crying. Came to find out that his mom was supposed to bring him his charger and clothes from his grandma’s house to his other grandma’s house/brother’s house (where he was staying over) and she didn’t come back. That boy doesn’t lie to me. If anything, it would be about something stupid/lame and I’d catch him every time about it. He didn’t lie about it I know..because he actually called me (HELLA YEARS LATER). I don’t know what the fuck he was doing but I shouldn’t worry. I need to chill out before I lose it. I’m under too much stress right now and I don’t need more added on to the pile.
That whole ordeal with my mom. I always flat out tell her to stop talking shit and that I don’t like it. Then she shuts her mouth because really she shouldn’t be doing that..then again, I shouldn’t be talking to her that way. If you were around you should be the judge about that. haha!
So, what am I going through? Can you define this as bullshit or what? lol
So really, where have I been??!?
May 17th, 2008 / 1 Comment » / by admin
For one, Justine moved servers but she notified me about it, it just took some time and another thing, my sister was shady as hell with her computer which brought me to lessen my desire to go online lol. Sounds funny haha Yea! lol
Anyway, I’ve been getting stupid quite often. “Burning it” if you know what I mean. Been going through a lot of stress because my boyfriend doesn’t have a set schedule for his job and I do. Makes him look bad at a filipino house lol. If you know what I mean. I make the money right now and my mom won’t shut up about it. I recently had an argument with her because she straight up called him a loser and a lot of bullshit. I couldn’t believe how big of an argument it became. One thing that it was at 5:20 in the morning while my ass is riding in the passenger seat yelling back and forth at my mom to the point where,and I’ve never done this before, ….where I said, SHUT THE FUCK UP! FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!
I couldn’t believe I did that shit. I never cuss at my mom. I was in the breakroom and some of the girls heard me crying. They told my supervisor just so she knows where I’m at. She seemed understanding but anyway, whatever.
Yea my birthday past. I’m old. Still short but oldER.
Arite, gotta smoke a cigarette before this high goes away. :O
So where have I been?
Going to work…watchin’ some TV and by 8-10pm I’m knocked out. SAD. MY ass is getting fat. Oh yea, I just got a gym membership..that’ll help..I hope lol.
http://myspace.com/aesthetichic
Thank you!
May 9th, 2008 / 4 Comments » / by admin
So the birthday celebrating was fun. Had a little party at my sister’s place. I was cross faded. High and drunk. Threw-up for the first time believe it or not (being drunk). I reunited with some old friends. It was great.
Wednesday, some co-workers took me to a Japanese restaurant…by the way, I LOVEEEE JAP FOOD. Grubbed outt! Afterward, we went to her place. Played rock band. I didn’t get drunk..I got “warm”. haha. Cigarettes, rum, absinthe, CHOCOLATE CAKES (MY FAVORITE DRINK!!),PLUM WINE (another fave),Damiana. Ohhhh man, my co-workers know how to party and got the good shit. They do it big every year at Fair. I don’t remember their guild and it’s pretty cool. They do performances in certain times in History. It’s really cool.
Another thing, THANKS TO YOU ALL FOR GREETING ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY! To those who share the month with me, Happy birthday to you too and I hope you have a lot of fun.
This theme is so ugly. I need to get a new one…BADLY. Someone make me one for my birthday or something lol.
I’m 21 today!!
May 4th, 2008 / 5 Comments » / by admin
I know I’ve been gone for a quick min. I’ve been working and trying to get myself a laptop since my shady ass sister doesn’t let me use her computer anymore. Oh well, whatever.
Today is my birthday. I’m going to San Luis Obispo…it’s a tourist spot and where I like to shop..I haven’t been there in a while…haven’t had the chance to since I’ve got this job.
The layout is lame I know. It’s one of the defaults. My hostess switched servers I believe so all of my wp-apps are gone. Aint a biggy.
I was supposed to go to the beach today but its 50 degrees out there. As far as partying goes, I haven’t done that in a while and today aint the day to party since I’ve got work the next morning at 5:30am. Arite well there aint nothin’ much goin’ on with me..just turned a year older today.
How is everyone doin’??
Itouch/Sidekick Slide/Laptop
April 6th, 2008 / 2 Comments » / by admin
I’m planning on upgrading from my Sidekick2 to a Sidekick Slide. I’m not sure yet though, the monthly bill is around $120 with my boyfriend’s phone included. I was thinking okay maybe say goodbye to sidekicks and just downgrade to a wack phone and pay less monthly and buy an itouch. Later down the road get a laptop. What do you all think would be the best?
95 Honda Civic Coupe
March 25th, 2008 / 4 Comments » / by admin
My dad just told me he’s looking at one for me right now. I’m gunna end up taking care of the payments but
I don’t care. I’m gunna get me a car!
Regarding Monavie. The prices look crazy but you have to look into it. It’s actually worth getting. As far as the 160/month it depends on what you’re looking at. Read the last commenter that was FOR my thoughts about it. I thank you for your support and positive feedback.
I don’t write to please, so if you’re going to come and offend or disrespect here, sorry there’s no room for that. your opinions don’t mean anything to me here.
Mona Vie
March 20th, 2008 / 3 Comments » / by admin
I’m going to look into this I really like it. Read through. My auntie is telling me about this product.
The Background on MonaVie
What is Monavie?
Monavie is a juice that blends 19 fruits together. While the exact amount of Acai in Monavie is not known (more on this later), MonaVie, Inc states that the Acai Berry is “the foundation of the MonaVie blend” (quoted from “The Premier Acai Blend” - promotional brochure by MonaVie Inc. #8102 1106). Monavie juices come in 25.35 ounce bottles and need to be refrigerated.
The MonaVie line has been expanded to include MonaVie Active - which includes Glucosamine and MonaVie active gel.
What are the exact ingredients of Monavie?
Mona Vie juice is a blend of 19 fruits. The fruits are - Acai, Apricot, Aronia, Acerola, Purple Grape, Passion Fruit, Camu Camu, Banana, Lychee Fruit, Nashi Pear, Kiwi, Pomegranate, Prune, Wolfberry, Pear, Bilberry, Cranberry, Blueberry and White Grape.
Yes, but exactly how much Acai is in each serving?
There is no way to tell how much Acai is in a serving of Monavie. The blend of the 19 fruits in the Monavie Juice is a proprietary blend. Simply put, MonaVie does not discuss how much Acai is in each serving of MonaVie.
How is Monavie sold?
Monavie juices are sold through a multi level marketing (MLM) system - also known as network marketing. Customers who use Monavie are encouraged to become Independent Distributors of the Monavie products. Distributors try to bring in more distributors and get a percentage of every sale made by distributors in their line (upline). MLM has been around for a long time and products such as Amway and Herbal Life are well known examples of multi-level-marketing plans.
While the specifics of the Monavie Compensation plan get very complicated, the general idea is that if you can bring in a network of people to sell Monavie juices, and they sell to their friends, and their friends sell to their friends (and so on and so on) - you will make money.
What is the monthly cost of Monavie?
If you use the Monavie as recommended, one bottle will last you about 1 week. You will need at least 4 bottles to last you one month. The retail price per bottle is between $40 and $45. This means that a one month supply will cost between $160 and $180 a month.
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I go by Jackie or Jade. I'm 21. A Taurus. Miss manipulator. A total bitch but oddly a sweet<3 as well. Filipina. Call center agent. A realist. A dreamer. Catch me smiling everyday. Blunt. Singing, writing and reading are some of my consolations. I'm an understanding person..open minded. Considerate. Talkative. To make it quick - I'm a tiny person with a big personality.
